recent ramblings

our life lately...

in the next 3 months, i will be a mom, matt will be graduated, and our little life

here will be packed into boxes and moved to start over in a new strange place.

we won't live next door to our best friends or drive by the place we met 

almost everyday anymore.

i have to say goodbye to all my amazing photography clients and 

start over in a new place.

that diploma has been a major bitter sweet thing for me.

our time here in little rexburg, idaho is coming to an end and we are moving on.

i know i am in a huge transition phase in my life and for the first little while, I hated it.

i felt useless and bored. but i think that was my cue to slow down and take everything in.

i am not going to have this part of my life ever again and man it's been wonderful.

things i love about our little life:

1. matt and i hang out till like 1am everyday. i know you are supposed to grow out of that,

and we probably will, but haven't yet. i sincerely enjoy his company every second i can get.

2. birthday surprises that include a perfect night that i want to freeze in my mind forever.

3. buying little girl things that i pull out of the bag over and over and try to imagine 

what she will look like in them. i hug all of her blankets and clothes. a lot.

4. catching matt peak at me when he kisses me. i caught him doing this when we were dating

once and i was like what the heck?! he says he likes looking at me. hah. i'll take it.

5. catching my husband take a picture of me while we were hanging out with friends

cause "he likes my new hair". simple and dumb maybe but i melted.

the laundry and dishes need to be done, photos need to be edited, i probably

should get dressed, find a place to live in august, get my etsy shop up and 

running and go grocery shopping.

but i just needed to take a minute. thanks for letting me share it.